This is what i can decribe myself at the moment. I feel like i have nothing
My love is so far away and i dont see anychances that we will meet again
My best friend who i was counting on, who i tried 100% to help her to get a job when she hasnt had one in my ex-company is the one who told me that the reason why i have no job now is that i am punished by god.
My family is feeling annoy when i dont have a job
I have no money also, mom cut the money she gave me everyweek while she still give my older brother who is 24 years old money everyweek. And not stop forcusing and annoying me to find a job - of course i am looking for a job but you know, looking for a job is not mean that we send application and we get a job immedioustly.
the next thing i dont have is Luck.. with all i have been in my life, im sure you can tell that i have no luck at all.
I am hopless to everything now - Job, Love, Family, Friend…totally nothing
but i keep pretending that i am ok, i try to be positive but it seems so hard while everything falls down on me
Helpless time ever,i have never felt so helpless like this time before.
I could not do anything for the one i love when he said he felt tired and cold becuase we are so far away from each other. No job , no luck make us so tired of everything .